Indoctrination of the Here and Nao !

So I have been busy console gaming with Bioware games on the top of my queue. With the controversy surrounding Mass Effect 3 and the resounding feelings, I myself had about the "rushed" feeling of the ending I've been Surfing everyday on news articles from various sources trying to get new perspective I haven't seen as well as new information about DLC. Indoctrinations seems the best Fan-made loophole for Bioware to jump through to save their asses. but returning to the journalists made potshots for this game (*cough* IGN *cough*), I've only seen Forbes being fair to gamers and maybe I do feel 'entitled' about my hard earned money and my purchase of software ending up lackluster, but according to Corporate America (which admittedly has had a steady decline in consumer quality assurance and customer service) I am one of many not in their pockets to lie about a quality of a game they made. I do however hope Bioware gets as good as they have in the past but the likely slave driving ethics of EA I don't foresee any better after this incident if not worse.

Now I also been nostalgic for the 90s as of late after April Fool's Joke of Toonami on CN I've been also scouting Toonami news and reiterating my love for VA Steve Blum. I've also tried to listen to great game soundtracks that made games what they were prior to this big orchestra craze (though i do love it and classical in general). I Recently found the Original Tony Hawk Pro Skater Soundtrack and remembered that I can still pick out many of the songs and songs in other games for that matter in other media (mostly TV and Movies)

Recovering All

Well its been a really really long time since I posted and alot of things have changed. Its been over 6 months not playing Warcrack and its been honestly like i was never addicted or suffered a depressing withdrawl so overall i feel alot better. I played Halo Reach since January, I never thought I'd enjoy the series. I bought the prequels first for a fairly deep discount not spending over 30 bucks for Halo 3 and ODST. I like that I know and could grasp the lore which is always a good thing because it means longevity into the series for me. Also bought the Phantasy Star Portable and Little Big Planet for my PSP. In the Phantasy Star Realm missed the transition from 16 bit up until this point but i thoroughly enjoyed this installment as well as the demo for the sequel. Little big planet was a guilty pleasure too for something so simple but customizable I enjoyed it a lot.

A couple weeks ago I went on a family vacation to Walt Disney World. I was a bit under the weather before I left with influenza and thought i was getting better leading up to my trip. However, I stagnated with a endless coughing spell. Finally, when we ended up at our resort the morning after we got there I was suffering wheezing and lagging behind my family walking down to breakfast. We called a doctor to the resort and I found out I got Pneumonia, only to find out it was double pneumonia. I stayed 3 1/2 days at the local hospital before being released. I'm the type of person that can't sit still so I urged my family to at least hit one of the parks so we ended up at Magic Kingdom for half a day and Downtown Disney the next. In Magic Kingdom we rented a wheelchair for me and actually got on a lot of rides because I got into the wheelchair access lines and we just about jumped on every ride like the park was empty. So it was a good one park deal but was a little mad we didn't get to do more.

Being home I feel Like i didn't even go on vacation so I'm hoping to go back.
Hopefully next vacation will be more enjoyable and Not an ER room or hospital stay or anything else go wrong. Disney is really great though about it if you do get sick they do just about anything for you and really nice about it.

Start Totally Anew with a Return to Tristram

Well all I am back in my element, talking about the World of Sanctuary. I have Renamed, Re-skinned, and Revamped my purpose for this Blog.

Also to note, I can finally say I have done it, I have been WoW-free for 6 months now. It was a hard habit the first 2 months, but i am happy i did so, so I could play other games on my shelf much like Diablo 2.


In anticipation for Diablo 3, I pulled out my copy and proceeded in loading up my copy but to my surprise I mis-located my Lord of Destruction Expansion. *sad face*


Anyways, So after arguing with my Fiancee over purchasing a whole new Diablo Battle Chest, i was able to conceeded in just buying the digital copy of Lord of Destruction. I was happy that in Fifteen Minutes I was off saving the world on Battle.net working my first character back up to level 7 with some pretty nice Starter gear to boot.


Anyways, Later Days all, Love to hear comments.

Recovery and Banter

Well I can safely say i am still jobless and the job market isn't getting any better. Way to go Gov't Fail from local to state to federal they are all on a fail boat set adrift and burned like a Nordic pyre funeral at sea. Salute that Left Wing & Right Wing Gov't. Oh BTW!!! Has anyone heard from the Democratic voters who vote for Obama since his sail into epic fail? Of course not, want to know why? because they either voted for a black president to alleviate racial tension with the minority population (humorous topic for a later date) or because they just didn't like McCain. Well not that McGeezer-Cain was any better but still someone should keep people honest by poking fun at the faux-paux of the democratic party.

Anyways moving on to the next topic in my rant, One of my favorite Anime is desert punk and i found a freaking hilarous set of clips from it. Oh and before someone bashes me in finding it funny, so what? Anyways here's a link:
So with that said I think i might conclude with saying i think i will post more of my insanely deep inane bantering here for you to approve deny or otherwise pass up. Ces Le Ves. Chao. Guten Nacht. Peace Outside.

Addiction never felt so needed

So I've not played WoW in some time i miss it of course but in the same way i am glad i gave it up. I got to experience things and times that i would have otherwise. I of course had some bad times but its been okay. I got my GamerScore on X-box up to 10k, did a couple trips even learned to value my life a little better. I am sorta bored watching Disney Channel to know how their programming works (those late nights on the pc) and USA is getting better but still mad about what other channels are doing. New Internet tommorrow so we will be going from 3megs to 12megs and 70 semi-fuzzy channels on my new tv to 200 HD Channels.

Anyways I was watching different channels and wondered what about Celebrity panels discussions of WoW Machinima and what not? Wouldn't it be cool to see Nyhm and Summer talk about other things than parodies maybe see a dynamic sense of humor we all hear about but never see? Well maybe it'll go through the grapevines to the man and to summer as well and anyone else who wants to do that.

My Vilogue

So I created a Vilogue (vlog) trying to see if that will shake the scared out of me and i have to say after the 3rd time its gotten a lot easier. Looking for topics to do and i'm still a little scared of the camera, but other than that it is pretty fun. Lets toast to a successful career as being myself lol.

I'd love to hear your thoughts so send me something, even Fan art if you can do it. I think i look best as worgen but anything male and clothed will work lol.

Your Gonna get Spank'd

REVISION:
Song of my Mood: Spank - Kenny Wayne Shepherd Band feat. Kid Rock
So I've realized perhaps why i've had sleepless nights anxiety attacks, the desire to branch out and try new things is because i fear what may becoming in my life next, Getting out of my Racial Starting zone. What i mean by that is that I am becoming full fledged adult goign to work my "dream job" as soon as i get picked up by a church who has assessed they need someone like me. I'll have to pay bills, get married, pay taxes, trudge through the mire of adult life to get tidbits of happiness until i retire. I am grossly exaggerating my claim perhaps but it is how i feel.

This Thursday is nerve-racking as i have to speak in front of aspiring peers to talk to them about my 'real-world' experience and the senior project i developed and culminated to present what the world taught me and what i gave to the world through the eyes of my studies. Sometimes i felt like i learned nothing but what i tell people at parties says otherwise. My Brain is a sponge but my fear and self-consciousness is a stumbling block for what i know.

THen comes my alias on YT, WoW, etc. I know these (you) people are real. Its therapy to share what's on my mind in twitter and on my blog here, hell its like LJ all over again when i was in high school and trying to fit in. Then this perfectionist in me wanting to beat the pants off you and be better than you guys but also that desire to want to fit in and befriend. I wonder what is wrong with my sometimes.
And don't get me wrong i understand you guys deal with your own problems just like I but sometimes i would like a piece of that limelight pie thinking it would take away some of my insecurities and problems by feeling accomplished somewhere in life.

Anyways like all good books this chapter ends.

~FIN~

Xbox 360 & Anime W00T 633K Party over here!!

So hello internet peoplez I R Sinner. I was gone for most of the day not rambling on like i have lately (my appologies, no no not about not being on but about not stalking the twitters like a good troll should lol). Alright so anyways i watched Old Dogs with the fiancee (gotta love red box). Afterwards opened up my YT channel and started randomly surfing from Machinima to Old school game videos, to new games, to anime, and then to my favorite anime series (besides DBZ) Mobile Suit Gundam. I watched the free dubbed thing they give you on the anime channel on YT of Unicorn (MS:UC) it is FREAKING AWESOME!!! Sucks Otaku Center only has episode one but Unicorn gundam is bad ass man. I may be trolling but for a whimpy sounding name (reminds me of something like mystic flying unicorn Gundam for some reason) its still a freaking awesome mech suit. I like the premise so far from what i got Its the begin of the Universal century blahblah blah pirates mech fighting blah blah blah, it is seirously more crack for this otaku (please refrain from the context of the Japanese Child Porn murders also associated with otaku) So i will be looking forward to that.

Also on another note Xbox 360 - Finished Lego Batman, Lego Indy Jones, Elder Scrolls: Oblivion. Working on Blue Dragon, Sonic Unleashed, Sonic the Hedgehog (aptly dubbed StH360) , Golden Axe: Beast Rider, and Project Gotham 3. Geh i am sorta bored of these games and they've been sitting on my shelf for months but never really had the patience to beat them. Now i have all the time in the world for awhile as i am unemployed and partially bored. Pheh! Seems like once you lose your gaming buddy games lose their cool factor. I am really hating Un-dorm life of home. Some Friends are still at school, some now at Seminary (you know pastor school, and not priests because they my buds can marry [will they is a different story]), and some are so far up their asses in slum jobs to pay the bills they can't have time to mess with me. Gahh i hate my early-mid 20s. Where's the stupid live in Roomies in a busy metropolitan city (like San Diego) from the druggie movies or tween/teen/college/post-college movies? And adventure around the corner i'm too afriad to leave my consumer's paradise area to venture out on my own. So needless to say I am semi-depressed seeking adventure while talking to nameless/faceless/accountability-less individuals blotting out my social anxiety through talentless affects of a counter-culture heavily based on technology and consumerism to feed the desire to belong into "gaming culture" while secretly loathing my current disposition and longing for a communial feeling with like-minded compatriots.

So Yeah i'm done with college, start me up for a dead end job so i can work to pay bills, retire, and die with debt that gets buried with me. Gah!!! Where's the fun of my youth, i want my innocence back!!!!

Night Rants

(Parody reference: ???)
So many things are on my mind as i write this at 5:53 in the morning so please bear with me.

First of all insomnia sucks. I've had this insomnia for like a little less than 3 months now. I don't get it, even if i tire myself out i can't sleep no matter what. I've stopped playing WoW a couple weeks ago when i had my buddy Laki2 visit for spring break. I literally get in and out of bed, watch television, play X-box 360, and stare at my screen. the simple answer is to park it in the bed and don't get out but it really isn't that simple, i'll lay there and contemplate the mysteries of the universe or other things. so with that said....
Second thought, is about me and my buddy laki2. for me, I got a couple hits being in an interest like WoW and it seems my top ones were ones i worked least on. now take my friend Laki2 has alot of vlog stuff, quality stuff mind you, there all that cutting and revision (and humor) and he seems lost in the shuffle. His latest video brings about good insight into his and some people like him's disposition. a random thought though, do you ever feel you were born in the wrong decade and instead should of lived your prime in it?

Okay and finally my last thought, My wow heroes are cool. this is UBER geek alert but i had a twitter conversation with emberisolte. Really it started out with her new profile pic and press releasing (can you call it PR?) as a mock tabloid internet leakage (hehe) scantly-clad wow avatar "thanks" to her husband nuku. I had an OCD moment where i needed to correct the word 'candid.' Now i guess you could call me rude and annoying but well it wasn't meant to be when i become a smart ass. Now my response was that it look like 'PR0N toon point oh (oh/ungh [basically sexy moaning]), She found it funny and we had 3 or 4 cyclical posts discussing it.

If your still there after all that what i wanna say is it is fun talking to people like that and i hope they don't think all of their fans as trolls (because some of us have lives too) and some of us don't stalk them (i play games, and listen to their music, and if i had aim or msn with them i would msg them or w/e play them over live or in wow (once i get my account refilled). I am almost ready to get married so not really interest in the females to harass (there is also laws on that, and public figures who've offended these laws). and as my mental cognition declines and falls into horrible decay i just wanna say again it is fun doing that stuff, being real people with internet sensations.

Alright good morning or good night, take care. Now go watch anime, play j-rpgs, LARP, cosplay, get your YT fix and have fun with your life (and your wife).

Vlog, Jobs, and Online radio shows

(title parody: planes, trains, and automobiles)

Hey WoW addicts and/or WoWaholics Sinner here. I haven't posted in a while and i give my apologies to the crickets in the audience for a posting in midst of their silent haven. Anyways I've been busy with X-box 360 Achievements and WoW, subbing people on YT (friends included) and getting ready for my first job and let me tell you a life of a slacker isn't easy, late hours of the night waking up sometime after 1pm, keeping that 30 year old in your mom's basement stereotype before i'm 30, it all gets a little bit tough. SO admist my busy schedule i decided to share my thoughts.

First of all Ray William Johnson's Equals Three and Meekakitty are awesome. Yeah i know i'm like months behind the curve but i usually am (i'm a discount gamer). I like the satyr slice of life they bring into a saturated barbie doll world. I am also a fan of my former college roommate Laki2. I mean who else (besides yours truly who was with him at the time) comes up with 2 girls 1 crane of a SEGA UFO Crane game, NO ONE i tell you NO ONE!!! maybe i am biased for living with him for a couple years theorizing game lore, critiquing art styles, making EPIC inside jokes but honestly its my kind of humor. While i digress his style is more like meekakitty he does provide his own wit and humor to her randomness to make it his own style. It works and i hope everyone i knows subs him and provokes him to get even better.

And lastly Online radio. I'm starting to believe that Machinima is like being a superhero. You have your favorites, you have your favorite groups, your favorite sidekicks who should go solo etc etc. and i believe there is such a thing called the Geektabious Trio. On OMFG Radio i shreak, smiled, and laughed at the amazing triple team of Summergale, Quix0tica, and Panzerbjorne aka Tradechat. I am mad i was playing IMVU and xbox through the first 15 minutes and missed all the questioning, what i heard I was happy with. These ladies are awesome in their own right a regular Charlie's Angels of talent. First lady of Song, Summer; Cartographer Machinimist Quix0tica; and the Battle Strategist Panzerbjorne are awesome. I can't say i liked James much though he seemed to always talk about himself and while funny didn't allow his guests to stand admist the spotlight a little more.

Other than that i've been looking all over my house for my camera wanting to spontaneously put together a Vlog but first i ask, what hasn't anyone covered in a vlog, what interests do those who read this have other than listen to me?

Well give me a shout out below about your ideas and until later have fun everyone!!